I'm feeling so EMO right now, its not even funny...i feel like shit, I'm beyond broke..and even though its not true, i feel like i let everyone down..its so hard to have fun with all my friends, ugh!, i just have too many and I'm afraid to let one down, instead its everyone...so, i decided to stop all alternative narcotics and start fresh till i get my life together...Even my lucid dreams are getting harder to manipulate to a perfect world I live in them..and when my own best friend looked at me, it felt liked i was invisible ...a ghost, a nobody..totally ignored.. Now i no how Gary Jules felt when he wrote his infamous song...
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarge your world
Mad world