thats it for me...

I'm feeling so EMO right now, its not even funny...i feel like shit, I'm beyond broke..and even though its not true, i feel like i let everyone down..its so hard to have fun with all my friends, ugh!, i just have too many and I'm afraid to let one down, instead its everyone...so, i decided to stop all alternative narcotics and start fresh till i get my life together...Even my lucid dreams are getting harder to manipulate to a perfect world I live in them..and when my own best friend looked at me, it felt liked i was invisible ...a ghost, a nobody..totally ignored.. Now i no how Gary Jules felt when he wrote his infamous song...

All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places, worn out faces

Bright and early for their daily races

Going nowhere, going nowhere

Their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression, no expression

Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow

No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny

I find it kinda sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you

I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good

Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday

Made to feel the way that every child should

Sit and listen, sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous

No one knew me, no one knew me

Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson

Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny

I find it kinda sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you

I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It's a very, very mad world ... world

Enlarge your world

Mad world